Sweet moment ☕️

The weather during spring break was horrible. It’s raining and cloudy all the time, so I barely went out.

On Sunday, me and my friend went to Chinatown because we been staying in the house for so long and we wanted to go somewhere. There’s a cafe called “Sweet Moment,” and the food over there is really cute. I ordered a strawberry matcha waffles and a red velvet milk tea.  They were tasty!!!

Then we just walked around and walked to SOHO. It’s my friend’s first time to go to Chinatown, so I showed her around. It’s a fun day, and that’s the only day I actually hung out during this break. 

In the Dark

Recently, I keep listening to one song. It’s by Joji named “Slow Dance In The Dark.” 

Joji used to be a famous Youtuber, and he always do some weird stuffs on his channel. I don’t really like his videos because I always think he is promoting some kind of weird message. Maybe his jokes are too dark? IDK

But holy shxt, once he announced he will not produce any videos and start becoming a singer, I didn’t give any hope because I think he will sing some genres which will sound strange. I changed my thoughts after hearing this song, and it’s amazing.

The song and the music video create a depressing mood. I like to listen to it when I am laying on my bed and just put on my headphones. It’s a good decision for him to be a singer because he is really talented, and he has a good voice. 

Being Late=irresponsible⌚️

Let me give out some background stories…

Basically I have started working with my professor for some research this semester. I got my training and courses done, so I can collect data on my own.

This research lasts three days per participant, so they need to come for three days straight to the lab. 

Last week, we got one participant who was late for three days. His appointment was 1 – 2 pm. However, he got to the room at 1:45pm. We have told him to be on time the next day, and said he will. However, he is one dat later than the other. 

As the result, we had to cancel his appointment and gave him partial credits.

To be honest, we would hope you to be on time to our lab is because we have tight schedule. I think in every situation in general. Being on time means you are responsible in a time manner and respecting other people’s time.  Being late for 3 days straight is really ridiculous. 

I still remember he told me that he usually go out this time because his class is at 2. Ummm….. If our appointment is at 1 pm, should you be leaving your house one hour earlier then?

Hopefully this case won’t happen in any participants in the future. 

Spring is here ?

Last Saturday, me and my friend went to Flushing Meadows-Corona Park to see cherry blossom. Those trees were al around the globe (best place to take pictures with). He and I picked a tree and dropped our stuffs. Ready to shoot. 

I brought my tripod also, so I was able to remote my camera using my phone. We can take group pictures without asking other people. The app for canon cameras is amazing, I was able to see the position of where I was standing through the screen, and I can tap on the places I want it to focus on. 

These are the pictures I was satisfied with, and I hope you guys like them. 

Feeling lost…

I have been feeling lost for a while. 

It’s like I am making things more complicated than it should be. I always think how others see me, but how am I see myself? Do I even know myself? 

I am scared of getting hurt, I am scared that I get used again. But what if I just assuming people are using me when they are not? 

What if I depend on people so much and I forgot to actually take care of myself? 

Should I even talk to him? How does he see me? Does he miss me? What if I just overthink? What should I do? Do I need to care how others see me? There’s so many questions in my head right now. 

Can someone even help me? Or do I need to figure it out on my own no matter what? 

I feel like a mess, I am a mess. 

 

Visiting Andy Warhol

Last Saturday I went to Whitney Museum of American Art with my friend Michael. Since the exhibition of Andy Warhol is closing on Sunday, we went there to catch the last moment. 

It was a really good day to go out because the weather was really nice, the only bad thing was too windy that day. Especially the museum is near the sea, my hair was all mess when I was out. It was really packed that day because everyone wanted to see Andy Warhol’s art. We still got to take some nice pictures with Andy Warhol’s art. 

I really love going to museums, I guess it’s because I like the atmosphere and people in the museums. Everyone are dressing up nice and having different thoughts about the same piece of art. It’s just interesting. Also, science museums are also fun to go because I get to learn about something around us, such as land form, space, animals, etc. The interior design of museums are also one thing to be appreciated with. Everything are so organized, and each object in the museum is having its own space and spotlight. 

Hope you enjoy the photos I took 🙂