I have been feeling lost for a while.
It’s like I am making things more complicated than it should be. I always think how others see me, but how am I see myself? Do I even know myself?
I am scared of getting hurt, I am scared that I get used again. But what if I just assuming people are using me when they are not?
What if I depend on people so much and I forgot to actually take care of myself?
Should I even talk to him? How does he see me? Does he miss me? What if I just overthink? What should I do? Do I need to care how others see me? There’s so many questions in my head right now.
Can someone even help me? Or do I need to figure it out on my own no matter what?
I feel like a mess, I am a mess.